
This is when things changed, my life totally turned inside out. I had a routine appointment with my consultant in the Royal Hospital Belfast. I told him about my cough, straight away he had a camera down my throat and sent for an X-ray. He ordered a CT scan and bone scan he communicated to the nurse “Red Flag” I knew this was serious, he said he could see nothing with the camera.
One week later I was back to the Royal and the consultant and I knew by the look on his face it wasn’t good. He said you have a lot of fluid around right lung and the cancer has spread through out your spine, ribs, pelvis and shoulder blades.
I was devastated, I was immediately referred to onocoly in Belfast City Cancer Centre. This to be honest is where my real journey began, I don’t know why the first time I was diagnosed I didn’t feel as bad. I suppose this time it was to do with the feeling off, there is know going back this time!
Over the next period of time it was the feeling of the most frightening roller coaster you have ever been on……..





